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I do not know what the 29th would bring for me, other than meeting a crush, perhaps. The thing is, I thought I had already lost that feeling, but surprise, surprise, it caught me unawares. I am 75% sure that my feelings aren't gonna be returned, but something makes me think otherwise: small instances in the past that speak volumes, not to mention the fact that these were spurred by varying states of sobriety, or the lack thereof. It really doesn't help that neither of  us are ready. One is chasing dreams, despite the fear of it being a bit late, and the other is only beginning to make them after fruitlessly giving them up for people, despite

Thanks Ubisoft and deviantART  for giving me the chance to use a skin for a journal entry. Yay! I am so easy to please. Hahahaha.

I've decided to show my deviantart page the love and attention it deserves. My blog has gotten too much of that and, well, it allowed to get to know a handful of persons. I almost always initially like the people I get to know, however, circumstances will eventually allow us to get to know them more, and the end result isn't always good. As much as people tell me that my blog is my personal space, there is still a feeling of discomfort from knowing that the people whom I may write about, however tangentially, has a high chance of reading them. My opinion of people, or at least my grievances towards others are things that I have almost always