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Remember Me This Way
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Earlier today, I came across the facebook profile of a model who was in his early twenties. Yes. Was. The guy died at least two months ago, he wasn't even 26. Up until now, his bereaved friends still post on his facebook wall. I find it both admirable and amazing that this guy, who lived a few and twenty years in this world, could touch the lives of many people to an extent that they still 'talk' to him through his facebook wall about the usual and sometimes trivial things one usually talks about with their friends on their friend's wall and they do so as if he were alive. 'Hi's, 'hello's, and 'how are you's abound on his wall to this day - a testament of the ties he's made with countless lives of people who have undoubtedly been touched by him in his own way. What struck me, though, was the realization that life indeed likes to strike us unaware. He was at the prime of his life: he was undoubtedly living prosperously;
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It's an afternoon, where I get bored to the brink,
but you sent a smile, so it made me think.
I think, no, I dream, of things betwixt you and me.
How I hope one day this heart, you'd see.
But no matter what, there could never be us,
I don't even understand why I make a fuss.
Into my dreams, I fall with bitter-sweet despair,
for in my makeshift sleep, you're always there.
A bitter reminder, an eternal remembrance; that
for this love to unfold, there's just no chance.
As I drift half-asleep in a serene, dream-filled sea,
a distant noise shakes me out of my reverie.
In a sudden, I am pulled. Back to reality's world,
shaken from sleep by frigid waters. Cold.
Now, more than ever, this battered heart bleeds;
thorny blooms of despair from unrequited love's seeds.
I'm awake now. I know. Inwardly smiling from a dream;
blissfully basking in an afterglow. So it would seem.
Yet as bliss leaves, gradual, like fading smoke wisps,
wakefulness settles in, and the cold; feel my cold lips.
Sweet wishes
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Dear Ma
Dear Ma,
My conscience died a long time ago, together with my heart.
Did you forget how you tore it from me, ran it through with a knife, and tossed it away to rot?
Did you forget the new one you placed afterwards?
Laced with your hopes and your dreams, deep scarlet with your acclaimed sacrifice, and pulsing with your enthusiasm.
It is what keeps me alive now, but, I miss my heart.
I miss myself.
I feel empty.
I want me to be back.
I never told you, but, I've got the pieces here.
Please sew my heart back again.
A 100 word composition. Good stuff.
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He Endured
A pariah in his own right, he rarely spoke. He braved the days; endured the nights, nursing an unhealing heart. They cast dirty looks; spoke ill in hushed tones; pointed; accused; scorned; he endured.
They called him names; he laughed. They rejected him; he smiled. They spat ill words; he feigned deafness.
Like storm winds, they beat on him, a frail withered tree. He was broken and unbroken at the same time.
Through the end, he bowed. The winds settled; he was broken and unbroken, still.
So they cast stones at him.
He endured as long as he could.
One hundred words, not including the title. This is relaxing.
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Hi. I'm Kaloy, and I'm here to learn and to be.


Wed Oct 26, 2011, 11:50 AM
I do not know what the 29th would bring for me, other than meeting a crush, perhaps. The thing is, I thought I had already lost that feeling, but surprise, surprise, it caught me unawares. I am 75% sure that my feelings aren't gonna be returned, but something makes me think otherwise: small instances in the past that speak volumes, not to mention the fact that these were spurred by varying states of sobriety, or the lack thereof. It really doesn't help that neither of  us are ready. One is chasing dreams, despite the fear of it being a bit late, and the other is only beginning to make them after fruitlessly giving them up for people, despite the circumstances. It also doesn't help that I am viewed as a kid, which is quite frustrating. While I understand that I still have to experience a lot of things, the people around me don't have to rub it in. They should consider giving credit where credit is due. I dislike being made to feel inferior. I suppose that's how things will be for me for quite some time. I do need to focus on myself, but I really cannot help feel a little left out each time I see people fawning over my crush. See, I am extremely possessive when it comes to ties with the people I care for, because it is not always easy for me to make them. Imagine my indignation when some random folk comes along and befriends my friends in a heartbeat with little to no effort at all! It irks me because I somehow always fail to break free from my shell to do the same. Anyway, we both can't afford to be selfish, mainly because we are tied down to our families for the time being. Urgh. I do not know how to react how to react when we meet this saturday, or even later today or tomorrow. Urghhh. There are butterflies in my chest and I blargh.

Jojo's Weak pretty sums up the jitters. Hngggg.

  • Listening to: Weak by Jojo
  • Watching: Book of Bantorra
  • Playing: Lusternia
  • Eating: bananas
  • Drinking: water, iced tea


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olivegbg Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
And for adding Hawke! :bow:
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Many thanks for adding 'Fenris' to your favorites! :D
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Thank you so much for taking the time out to favorite my works. It means such a great deal to me that you enjoy my art, and I hope you can consider watching Hug
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Thank you for the :+fav: Christopher. :)
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